I keep saying that am waiting on God but is it He who is waiting on me? Yesterday was a little tough. I discovered that I can not listen to romantic music it actually sent me fleeing out of a store. I couldn't wait to come home to my safe place. I went to bed teary-eyed after I asked God to please grace me with His desire and put it in me that I will have a knowing and not just from others for his direction. I will follow you to the lost and the broken.
7:30 bible study and these late nights are catching up with me. Yet it is so valuable that I would not want to miss. The scripture along with the discussion is always worth getting up for.
Got to give back some today. Made tuna for all of us and needed the assistance of one of the guys to mix it because of the huge quantity. I am use to one and we are 19. I also did a market run today and I had to laugh because I needed to buy enormous amounts of everything and it made me smile. Sat in on the homeschooling and learned a lot about my body in the science class it was so fascinating. Tonight was Gilana's birthday and she turned 2. Her mommy Emily is expecting a baby any time now. If I am still here I may get to see the delivery as she will have it with a midwife here at the house. Lana, as we all call her needed shoes for the winter so Brandy and I were able to find them for her along with a sweet little dress for her birthday.
Trying not to think about Dave. I miss him and pray he is well.
I am so blessed to be here as I await my destiny, thank you Lord God
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