Perfect! A mysterious sky! A muted moon masked and laced with the mystery of intriging dark to light clouds. I just stepped out for a moment but it caught my eye and whispered gently you are here. Yes, I am. It's my third trip to Va in a month and I can see my view has changed dramatically each time. From torment to confusion and now a peace and a knowing that the master has His hand on me and He will have His way and He will create in and through me all that I am here for. I know this because I will surrender to Him.
My Va family welcomed me once agin but this time it was more like I belonged here or lived here and it was like Hi Aunt Kelilah your back. Even the babies acted as if I had only been gone for a moment and it was living as usual. You never know who you will be spending time with at any given moment. There are 19 of us here passing through four generations and it all just works.
The day was pretty much preparation for getting here and then the drive down. My thoughts went in and out about Dave. He has such a big piece of my heart. I am determined to let him be to God and embrace all that God has for me.
Almost every other moment seems so precious here. Each one has a story and you kinda drop in and out. Brandy just told me she was feeling nauseas and may be pregnant. Max took some time with me tonight and is teaching me how to understand the dynamics of a computer. Emily, just now about to deliver her third baby let's me assist her with the dinners. She is the cook for now and barely can get next to the counter. She made cookies tonight and there was as much flour on her stomach as there was in the bowl. Judah, now in his first year of college and I might add my music buddy just breezed by. Aunt Kelilah, I have till midnight to get this paper done- yeh Judah don't worry I'll back you up and the beat goes on here it just never stops.
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