Yes and Amen

God's promises are yes and amen!  That's right what he promises He will bring to pass.  That's a relief!  I was so bogged down in repentence with the highlight on my sin I almost forgot how much He loves me and how very gracious He is.  It makes me smile just to think of it.

I actually prayed for my husband today for his coming and for his day.  That is a huge step forward for me.

I had a light and airy day today with Des - we have such a sweet connection.  It almost reminds me of me back then only she is so much more centered and secure then I ever was. 

Dune and I did a late night catch up.  It is always amazing in the wee small hours when all are sleeping there is always one that wants to talk and go deep with Aunt Kelilah.  I just love these guys!!!!!

Good night, my destiny awaits me!

Dear God

I was terribly lost when the galaxies crossed!   When you rode in on your cloud to find me.

 I was ready to sell out but in your love and mercy you were gracious enough to keep drawing me and to bring me to repentence and deliverance. 

 Who am I?  I am yours!

The flesh has to suffer you said.  And so you called me to a fast that you had chosen.  At first I pulled back and then I said, have it all even if it costs me everything I am willing.  

I pray I am now a vessel ready for your use.

O'h how He loves me

I will start training tomorrow for my awaited destiny

You were once a child of innocence

Lord I had no idea we were going back so far.....to my childhood.... you want to heal me....and use me for your kingdom.....OK....I am yours now.....you want it all.....I know there is another side to all this by faith and you keep sending me encouragement with more demands to go on....

Last night it was Tavienne's story and then you had Rosie tell me her story. Their faith made me feel so weak....they had come through the fire shinning with peace and great hope for the future.  They believe you and trust you even after having suffered great losses and pain...they are both at peace and I see you in them... They give me purpose beyond myself in being here....I feel needed and loved!!!!

Today was Temple and with that came my ride there with the older kids.... once again jamming to the music....  I am starting to love one of their favorites Owl City.  The group is so whimsical and I just love their light and airy sound....  It feels like an escape back to innocence......